Saturday, November 04, 2006

Life is a ever changing surprise... Especially for me this week... Hero turned to zero... Love turned to dust... Sometimes, life just comes and hit you on the head (hard!) and you definitely will not notice it... Chances come knocking on doors the same way... But what if the chance is risk in reality? To take or not the chance?

Hurt is always underneath the surface of happiness... Threatening to bubble up when you least expects it... When you are leasr prepared... I burst my bubble today... When I see that there could not be a chance, at least not now...

Is it alright to cry so much after my eyesight has regained? Will I go blind? Maybe it is better... Then I can't see the source of my hurt... Maybe I won't be hurt...

Did you go hide it all? I know you did not mention it... Maybe you thought you will be safe... But I think you thought wrong... Why put yourself in such precarious position? Why do you hang yourself so high up to attract my attention when you are actually so out of reach?

Maybe it is me... Maybe I shld go die...
She waited on 12:01 AM til eternity...