Friday, June 26, 2009

Tribute to myself.

I don't know what else to think anymore. My head spins too fast, it's hard to think. But spinning is better than feeling. Coz once my mind clears and feelings take over, I would be crippled.

It has been damn long since it had last happened. The emotional robber had not struck for quite some time. But when it did, it not only left a huge gash in my heart. He broke my faith in God, in friendships and in my trust for others. The only thing created was a huge thick wall which had to be torn down slowly again.

My fault entirely for falling before spying - I had let my guard down. Perhaps it was the attention, the inter-dependency. But I had picked myself up, I have talked myself through. It will not be a hinderance. I believe in karma. I believe that when you stand in front of God, you are gonna be questioned and you will be punished.

But for now, you're no longer priority. My work still comes first.

Soundtrack for now:
You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
Hush Hush (mash-up) - PCD
No Surprise - Chris Daughtry
Come Back to Me - David Cook
The Climb - Miley Cyrus
She waited on 11:42 PM til eternity...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Was supposed to head down to Sentosa on Saturday for my last holiday before school starts again... But when I woke up at 7, it was raining! So went back to sleep and dreams...

Woke up later again and decided to go for movie marathon instead... What better things can we do on a day like this - weather not predictable.

Had Sakae Sushi for lunch... Yummy... Our movies for the day "Ghosts of girlfriends past" and "Land of lost".




Ghosts of girlfriends past is nice... Though it is unrealistic (I mean, ghosts?), but some of the parts are very touching. But it's great to have watched some show like this to restore some faith in true love.

After the first movie, it was a quick dinner and shopping before the 2nd one starts. Bought a belt and a camisole top. C bought 2 boxer shorts. We had dinner at Pizza Hut (pizza and drumlets again)... and head back to Cathay for 2nd round!



Land of lost is not as nice as I have hope it to be... However, the theatre was full house... Gross humour I guess.

Headed down to Acid subsequently and end my night with alcohol and music.



She waited on 1:43 PM til eternity...

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Back to work for me. Trying to get in the mood. It's hard when your throat hurts and nose is blocked. Must be those work withdrawal syndrome. Fall sick when on long leave. Keke.


One more week of sch hols, peace hopefully.


I finally managed to clear my table at home. Making way for my sister who will be going Uni. Threw away 3-4 old diaries. Old memories. I think I should not keep them anymore. I want to make new memories. Spent a few minutes flipping through them before I threw them out. Really amazing at what I have had in my life. The people, the events. Even now as well, the people... Haha.


Getting really hungry easily. Don't know what is wrong. Because of my infected throat, I had porridge and bee hoon soup. Maybe that's the reason. *sigh* I think I better drink some milk before I get gastric.


Had a nice tea session at Dome Cafe. :P
I love peppermint tea and also cheesecake. Too bad no tiramisu. No worries, will be there to try next time.


For those who hasn't watched dance subaru and are planning to watch, remember to bring tissue. It's a touching show. I think the girl is really pretty though. Came out of the theatre with swollen left eye. Scratched it the night before, making it more obvious after I've cried watching the show.

Hope I will be able to catch up on my work soon. Scary. Take care ya pple.
She waited on 4:01 PM til eternity...