Thursday, May 31, 2007


Vesak day.... Thought at first it would be a day where I'll meet people and go out and have fun and eat outside food and be happy ever after... Haha... All my wishful thinking...

Turned out I only head out of home.............. To throw the trash... Just wonder how big a loser I can be...

Ended up I watched 3 movies on channel 5... In fact I am watching 50 first dates now on channel 5... I had watched it in the theatres... But I love that show... One of the most touching shows I've watched... Such a sweet ending... Drew and Adam is quite the show couple... After the Wedding Singer (which was also great), 50 first dates ended up fantastic as well...

Been tempted to eat Pepper Lunch... Yummy... :P Wonder if by the time I get to eat it, all my craving is all gone... Should be la... Haiz... Back to the show... Some pictures to share before I come back...






She waited on 7:38 PM til eternity...

Wednesday, May 30, 2007


Went out to bugis yesterday... Missed eating Corochan's Corokke so went all the way there to get... But... They dun have the milk flavoured one anymore... Which is so sad... :(

My friend who need to go TTSH had his appointment moved earlier... So in the end I went down with him... He needed to get a MRI scan... Which sorta reminded me of some show where knives and sharps items flew around the room when the machine turned on...

He was not warned about loud banging noises that would emit from the machine and came out complaining that it was a trumatic experience... But hey, issit an operation worse... I just wish you get well soon...

She waited on 1:11 PM til eternity...

Sunday, May 27, 2007


I want someone to love me too... But why am I not blessed?

She waited on 12:18 AM til eternity...

Thursday, May 24, 2007


I LOVE internet!!! I MISS internet!!!



Those of you who missed me (not many I guess)... I was without internet for close to a week soon... And it was misery... But no worries... I am back now!!!


Went to watch Blades of Glory with my best friend... It was hilarious... Just something I need to take my mind off things... And yes, bumped into terence... So qiao... Haha...



Just a picture we took in the cinema before show starts... If you guys have the cash to spare, I recommend you catch the show... Only if you are that in need of comedy...

This week, I've been spending more time reading and reading books that I have missed out on during the studious years of my life... Soon the time is coming to when I am getting a job... But, I still love my life now...

Went to the not-so-new Ikea at Tampines... I like Ikea food... Bland salmon, tasty meatballs... Got a cute little bear too... It's so cute lor... See it peeking out from my bag...


She waited on 11:36 AM til eternity...

Thursday, May 17, 2007


Recently, a major shift is occuring in my life... To be under my parents' house again and even though no curfews are imposed on me, invisible lines are there waiting to be stepped on... It is really hard to be constrained again when you have already tasted freedom...

Someone hurt me once again... And once again, I asked myself if I am over-sensitive... It definitely brought back certain histories that I dun wish to reminisce in... I dunno if it is because I am too naive, vulnerable maybe? I just wish that I can be happy in everything I do...

To the one who hurt me probably without knowing it...
I know you probably din mean it... Maybe you're hurting to and you are protecting yourself... I just want you to know all the tears and sweat I've given to you are beyond what I think you deserve... I need something back... Something that makes it all worthwhile... I am sorry for feeling the way I feel, for I am not perfect, the love I can give is not unconditional...

Came back after a jog... It was a good workout... And I feel so much better... I really wanna slim down... Really wanna get the motivation to find a good job... Really want to be perfect...

~ *~ *~ *~ *~ *~ *~ *~ *~ *~ *~ *~
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?

She waited on 11:01 PM til eternity...

Wednesday, May 16, 2007


I thought I could at least have a few more days of rest to go... But there I am, going for an interview... My first interview for a full-time job I would say... This is such a big headache... Especially when I am totally not prepared and also wants to rest so much...

Feeling shitify... And hungry... And tired coz I had a long day... I need to rest... I've probably worn myself out today... So I'm going to bed now...

She waited on 12:37 AM til eternity...


I thought I could at least have a few more days of rest to go... But there I am, going for an interview... My first interview for a full-time job I would say... This is such a big headache... Especially when I am totally not prepared and also wants to rest so much...

Feeling shitify... And hungry... And tired coz I had a long day... I need to rest... I've probably worn myself out today... So I'm going to bed now...

She waited on 12:37 AM til eternity...

Thursday, May 10, 2007


Finally, school's over... Life's reality starts now...

Had a fantastic time watching spiderman 3... Looks like it din disappoint me at all... A touching ending... It was really great... But I din tear... Guess it wasn't a day for tears...

Presentation sucks... But then again, the project wasn't great to begin with...

To take my mind off things, I went for sakae sushi buffet... Enjoy student priced buffet while you still can... Wahahaha... Ate alot, chat alot... Good food, great company... That is the fantastic way of life which I wanna cherish...

I just found out that I am indeed quite slow with social news... I have two friends from DIP group whom gotten together 1/2 a year ago but I only knew now... When we're graduating... Can't believe this... Total disbelief when I heard the news... I wish I could see myself in the mirror then lor...

One couple broke up... But then I guess it is inevitable... I hope things end up better for each party and for them too be happy with their loved ones around then... Disappointment still hangs in my heart but I guess it was not meant to be...

And I miss him... So far away... Haiz...

She waited on 2:07 AM til eternity...

Friday, May 04, 2007


Finally the last paper is over... Nua-ed one whole day in hall... Slept til 1 in the afternoon... Ahhh.... The luxury of free time... Gotta pack and get ready to go home... It's been so long since I last stayed home... So long since I last saw my friends... So long since I've read a book non-relating to my course... And the pleasure is.... SHIOK!

Packing up all the books and notes and all my other stuff will be hair-tearing... But I know I can do it... Sianz... My house so small... Wonder if all my things would have a place anot... Shall have to do major spring cleaning... Haha... Boy is my mother gonna be happy... Me doing spring cleaning... Anyway, part of a mother's day present to her lor...

Well then... It's gonna be a hard and long process requiring lotsa physical activity... Treat it as training of sorts... And which reminds me, I have to start my running schedule again... Shed some pounds which I had gained the later part of the sem due to fyp and exams... I need it...

She waited on 2:47 PM til eternity...

Tuesday, May 01, 2007


Today after dinner... Took a walk around the corner of Prime supermarket... Then at the bus-stop, we saw something delicious-looking...




Yup... That is til we saw this at the bottom right corner...



Sighz... Sheesh...


She waited on 7:32 PM til eternity...

playing


Back to December - Taylor Swift

"So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying I am sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time"

wishlist

Tattoo
Boy Toy (haha!)
Plus a Boy Friend (greedy huh?)

recently

And the cold liquid burns in her stomach... She sa... Vicky Cristina Barcelona.Scarlett Johansson again.... Who are you to judge me?Watched Duplicity. I love ... He's Just Not That Into YouScarlett Johansson. Env... A huge bear and bouquet of flowers. What is that s... I'm listening to it over and over again... Knowing... Hair cut and treatment today. I love my long brown... Tribute to myself.I don't know what else to think ... Was supposed to head down to Sentosa on Saturday f... Back to work for me. Trying to get in the mood. It...

my past

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them

Shawn
Dickson
Shaun
Leroy
Terence
Charmain
Ansley
Sheeda
Suhana
Sathya
Ah Fu
Kala
Understanding Men
Fixing the Great
Foamy, your Lord and Master
Ask A Gay Man

chit-chat


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