Tuesday, October 31, 2006
I miss you...
She waited on 11:33 PM til eternity...
Monday, October 30, 2006
I am feeling less stressed now... Why?? Becoz my design group mates told me last night that the presentation is this week (tml) but the report need to be handed in only next week... Hahaha... Crazy... I've never felt so relieved and yet, stupid at the same time... As I had told my group mates, "Now I dunno whether to laugh or cry."
But there's still reports to finish and also quiz to study for... Not to mention presentation on tue and fri... But a horse life I have... Just keep on going... I can do it...
She waited on 11:54 PM til eternity...
Sunday, October 29, 2006
I feel like going to the movies... Waiting for the right chance... I just I will be patient... Just wait a bit more...
She waited on 3:17 PM til eternity...
Saturday, October 28, 2006
I am building a fort with my half done reports now... It is amazing how work can accumulate in such a short time... My only sense of joy is just to sleep and disappear from the face of the Earth...
Am I truly anti-social? Do not judge me if you dunno me...
Loaf... I miss you... I know I will see you again... But how soon? I had a vision of my own death again... Maybe it will be soon...
Time to go and spend all my time finishing up as much reports as I can... And study for quiz...
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If I asked, would you say yes?
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Wish I can hear your voice... See you right now... Make my laugh... Forget all my problems...
She waited on 2:29 PM til eternity...
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Anyway, can't say I am really over the death of Loaf... still missing him... and finding myself tearing over the thoughts of him... I am looking out for all the other cats in hall now... Protecting them from the sick piece of crap who goes around abusing them... It is really one thing when they died of illness/old age, but another when it is murder...
He will surely get it from me... You do not offend me and get away with it... Vengence is the scariest thing... When it comes to me, it will be twice as bad... He better dun get caught by me... He will wish for death to come swift...
Datelines have just come streaming in... I am so overworked but yet I don't stop and rest... Just work and work to keep my mind off things... If not I will surely be thinking myself to death...
In addition to maplestory, I've been playing the sims 2... Cool game lor... Play and play creating my family... You know the sims 2 pets are out?? when i get it, i will create loaf and cherie and other cats in hall... I will make another white cat with same eyes as loaf, will name her tofu... and they will have lotsa lotsa babies... and live a ripe old age...
I am missing you...
She waited on 11:03 PM til eternity...
Monday, October 16, 2006
Pple of hall 7, whether you like cats or do not like cats or think they are plain nuisance, you must learn to live with them... Scare them away with slippers and they will run... If you see any cruel acts performed on these cats, do not hesitate to report to hall office... But pls remember the evil person's face... And bring along campus security...
Loaf, you will always be in my heart... My dear baby cat... I love you... You stay happy in kitty heaven ok?
She waited on 11:56 PM til eternity...
Friday, October 13, 2006
Here's Loaf being lazy and sleeping in his box... After a good meal of fish... He still wans to play... Explains his outstretch paw...And below, he's just staring, asking, "why are you taking pictures of me sleeping??"
So cute huh... Heh heh... Love Loafie...
She waited on 9:42 PM til eternity...
Yeah I know what you guys are thinking... Why this crazy bitch is getting so excited about on Fri the 13th... Somehow, I just feel very excited whenever there is Fri the 13th... I just go about my day with bright shiny eyes, waiting and waiting for something bad to happen... But at the end of the day, I don't see anything... Disappointed for the day... And it's all Enid Blyton's fault, for telling children that bad things happen on Fri the 13th...
But Thur the 12th seemed like a good day for me... I am happy... Smilez everytime I think about it... :D Hope its gradient is always positive... Not quadratic...
Anyway, I will look forward to this day... But before that I guess I will have to rest well 1st... Tml having early class and all... Update another time bah... Nitez pple...
She waited on 1:46 AM til eternity...
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Then read up and catch up on all the tutorials that I din get the chance to do... Hahaha... Wonder how I did my quizzes without finishing my tutorials? It's all in the brains... Hahaha... Well, can't help that I know how to keng... But dunno how much more can my luck hold out...
Now that quizzes are over, I got some time to read the books of Jodi Picoult... Got 2 of them (Thanks to the one who found them...) in my room, reading for me to flip through them... But because I didn't sleep well the past few days due to quizzes, I need to get enough rest 1st... Luckily it is quite a relax week for me... My wed, thur and fri is quite free so I am glad...
I'm reading "My Sister's Keeper" now... Apparently it is talking about this girl who was born in order to save her older sister who has leukemia... How she feels lost and all, and how the family struggle to survive...
Alright... Time to pack up and go sleep loh... I am still quite disappointed at a certain outcome... But then, patience is a virtue... I will hold on for just a few more days...
She waited on 11:38 PM til eternity...
Monday, October 09, 2006
She waited on 1:24 AM til eternity...
Friday, October 06, 2006
I really didn't expect him to be there... I didn't expect seeing anybody I know who will be going home at that time... He was really nice, accompanying me to eat even though he is not eating but going back to eat... Touched... Coz feel to me like he is the only one who is being nice to me... And even more so, because he doesn't really have a reason to but still he does it...
We had a nice time talking, maybe connecting... Conversation flows so freely it's like we had known each other for so long... Strange thoughts did pop up my mind... I do not know yet how I will deal... But I guess it is time to take it slow...
I went off to Bugis after that to get the jacket I had saw but had not bought... But I went there and I din see it... So sad... The salesperson there is rather helpful though... I went down to suntec to get it in the end... A really big effort to get something... But I do go the those lengths for things I want... Now I just need to focus it all on me...
Came back home... Slept... Wake up... And it's all more hazy than ever... PSI went up to 80... Horrible... I wish it rains soon... Why is he not online yet?? Can it really happen again for me?
She waited on 9:26 PM til eternity...
She waited on 1:52 AM til eternity...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
I'm reading Second Glance from Jodi Picoult... I first noticed this author in Novena Sq when I was waiting for some friends and decided to step in the Times there... I noticed the cover of the books, read some synopsis and decided to give her a chance... I am so glad I did... She is a rather good writer, with some really nice details worked in the story...
I guess I will be following her books for some time... I finished her book in less than a day... And it is not the kind of skinny novel... Such a commitment... But sad to say I did not complete any task that I should have done, like study for instance... I must make time for it...
Time to prepare to go back to my 2nd home now... To go back to work... Can't wait to leave...
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Have you ever thought about it: that sometimes, when someone commits suicide, that they are not actually escaping for the harsh world, but leaving so that they can find their true love?
Have you ever thought about it: that sometimes, people cut themselves so that they know they are real because they see blood?
She waited on 7:00 PM til eternity...