Wednesday, August 29, 2007

She waited on 11:30 PM til eternity...

Monday, August 27, 2007

She waited on 1:34 AM til eternity...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Oops sorry revealed a tad more...

Gonna go cook my noodles now... Yummy CQYD with sesame oil!

She waited on 9:48 PM til eternity...

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

881 was nice... funny at the beginning... touching nearer to the end... Overall i think it's worth it... Though "715" so ah beng looking la... But he provided alot of entertain with his "jiao"... Hahaha...

McDonalds have "My Little Pony" toys with its happy meals!!! So happy... But I only know yesterday... And I got the 2nd one only... So sad... must collect!!
She waited on 12:18 AM til eternity...

Saturday, August 18, 2007

How does it look? Now snacking on Koko Krunch DUO while watching The Guess Show... The new one... Just thought I try it out so I bought a small box... The white ones are too sweet and milky... I think the original one is still better...

She waited on 11:08 PM til eternity...

Carrie with 2nd dinner and my milk tea... Milky and sweet... Yummy!

The Simmmpsonsssss... tu-tu-tu-tu-tu-tu-tututu-tu-tututu-tu

She waited on 2:29 AM til eternity...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Nothing much today except that I failed to wake up today until it was close to noon... Probably because the weather in the morning was so cooling... Me and my sister just lost track of the time to get up...

Planned to go down to NTU tml... Just to meet up some friends and pick my girl up from school before we head out... Watching rush hour 3!!! (Yeah yeah...) So many movies, so little pple to watch with... Argh!!

Made up my mind to get that tattoo... Not going back or think otherwise... My own design...

Saw this funny video about this boy who had his pants off... Now, he's about 3 and is standing in front of a air pump (those big standing ones meant for bicycle tyres...) trying to attach the rubber tubing to his little pee-pee... I think he was one of those kind who showered with their daddy and wanna to have what his daddy has... It is super funny when his mom called out to him and he had this little jump... Wonder what really happened if the bicycle pump really works...
She waited on 11:14 PM til eternity...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Finished reading Deep Listening: Hidden Meanings in Everyday Conversation... Pure academic read man... Very intense... But I do like some things that the author wrote...

About how bald guys are symbols of fertility because of their bald heads, they resembles the male sexual organs... Wow... It's really funny coz I have a friend who has the bald men phase... Maybe she was just horny... :D

And about how the bigger balls in the past used to be brown and the smaller balls are white and how people in general feel that African americans are more sexually well-endowed... How weird is that?

Anyway, after yesterday's cake making disaster, my muscles are aching badly... Whipping egg whites.. Ahhhh... The nightmare...
She waited on 11:23 PM til eternity...

Decided to try my hand at chocolate molten cake today... And sad to say, they turned out to be a disaster... Wanna cry man... Look so nice on pictures though...


Head out for tea with friend again... It's not a great day today but going out at night makes it all better...
She waited on 12:10 AM til eternity...

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Popiah Lunch today... Hahaha... It's been a long time since we made our own popiahs at home... So it was great... Fiberous meal... I spent the entire morning removing the tails from beansprouts today...

Was pretty bored the whole day... Around evening time had to go down to studio to take photos... But before that, we went for dinner... Which is not that tasty... It was quite fun taking the photos... Quite tiring day... Better get some rest...

She waited on 10:20 PM til eternity...

Went studying with best friend today... Hahaha... I am her personal tutor... Overseeing her work... It was quite fun though... Past memory floats back...

Study sessions... They're a great fun way to chill out and yet with a purpose... But it was rather taxing for me as she wasn't tune to her studying mode yet... After 3++ hours, we only managed to finish 2 modules because she had a slow startup... Just hope the next time, she warms up faster... She had my blood pressure rising lor... I swear I had chest pains after the study session...


Left the place at 7+ to go down to orchard... She wanted to change her phone plan... We had dinner at swensens again... Dino remembered us... Haha... Tried "Mint-in-a-coffee" which was great... For a humid day, it really cools me down a little... It's gonna be my long time drink at swensens... Naelin had dinner with us too, which was good... It's been a long time since I last saw him...

Went home by taking bus 65 to Boon Keng before changing to NEL... I swear it felt just like India on the bus... People were standing, even on the upper deck!! WTH... Super humid night too... Came home and immediately, Bacardi Peach is opened and guzzled with eagerness... Chilled drinks is of my choice now...

Feeling hungry all these while... Hahahaha... Been eating lesser... Slimming down more le... Gotta do more toning... But rather bad for the stomach to keep on feeling hungry... Think one day, gastric gonna land me in hospital...
She waited on 12:25 AM til eternity...

Friday, August 10, 2007

Of sushi and kuehs...

Today had sushi for lunch... Home made and not sour enough... Vinegar is expired... Dun really like crabmeat but it's the only thing that's available at home... I only had 4 or 5 pieces for lunch...
Aunt and cousins came over... Make kuehs... Busy the whole afternoon... Barely made dinner on time... But many hands to help out so I guess it's ok... There's even more elsewhere in the kitchen...

The kitchen was a total mess and tight squeeze... Am kinda relieved that everything is done and packed and dinner is served...

Had been reading this book called "Deep Listening - hidden meanings in everyday conversation"... Wonder if it applies to online conversations... Hahaha... Friends who advise you not to think so much... Think twice again... There are always hidden meanings behind whatever somebody says...

Which reminds me, why do people hide those feelings? Are they shy? Or is it that the situation that prevents them from saying straight out? Could it be that a person might misunderstand by reading too much into the conversation and action of another when they start to analyse it?

Been reading back the message logs... Saw the many white lies that I've made... I dunno what to say lor... Am I dumb or what? To you who I have lied to... I think you still dunno who you are... Maybe to you it is good that I have lied... If not, you would probably in a more confusing place than you are now... Just want you to know, you are the one... Have been for quite some time... That had I knew that things were different, I would have changed my answer... And the answer is you...

She waited on 11:05 PM til eternity...

Blue Eyes Blue
by Diane Warren

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.

'Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.

Chorus

'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

It was you who put those clouds around me.
It was you who made those tears fall down.
Only you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
She waited on 10:55 PM til eternity...

Thursday, August 09, 2007

National Day...

Been to Punggol yesterday... It's still not quite developed... Just this building (I dunno what) that's standing alone in the big field... I really must explore this strange land one day...

Yesterday, had a super craving for Jap food... Jio carrie go eat at Suki Sushi at Cineleisure... But she's late again!!! Argh... Super duper hungry so I din wait for her and ordered my food first...

When she came (about half hour late!), we were discussing DE during sushi... Haha... So weird... She showed me 2 booklets that she printed out which looked strangely familiar...

I told her she probably already had those... These are just the 2nd part of the notes... And true it is... So now she has 2 copies of the same notes... Hahaha...

She wanted me to go home with her while she take a shower before heading out again... I agreed only if we go for dessert together after that... We were pondering what dessert to have when I suddenly said "Tau Huey!" and she was like "You read my mind..." Cool huh?

And my darling surprised me by coming down to the tau huey store... Haha... We went down to Parklane to see what his friends were up to... And carrie have to leave so we walked her to PS... And back again to Parklane... Waiting for NR... But the bus took so long and in the end, darling offered to drive me home instead... So sweet right?? Thanx again, darling...

Now, I'm just waiting for National Day celebrations to start on TV... Canadian pizza for dinner... Surprisingly this yr, my sisters are at home... However, it's the parents who's not in... Hah...

This is for you, Terence. Quote from Transformers: "With the Allspark gone, we cannot return life to our planet. And fate has yielded its reward: a new world to call home. We live among its people now, hiding in plain sight, but watching over them in secret, waiting, protecting. I have witnessed their capacity for courage, and though we are worlds apart, like us, there's more to them than meets the eye. I am Optimus Prime, and I send this message to any surviving Autobots taking refuge among the stars: we are here, we are waiting."

She waited on 3:05 PM til eternity...

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Finished reading several books... One of them is The Effect of Living Backwards... I guess other pple think it is a great book... I think so too... Except that it is so confusing to read... The going back and forth of the timeline. And in between, slotting in the history of (yet) another new character and their shame... OMG!! Too intense...

Someone said my life is just like a drama... How true that is... Suddenly, I am reminded back when I was in 2002 and all that history just came flooding back... I can write another story like Hana Yori Dango (流星花园)... My life is as dramatic as that... Maybe one day, you'll see my story...

I've recently started writing in my journal... My way of outlet ever since very long time ago... Journals and journals of entries I have...

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Do you think by hurting you, I am very happy myself?
Do you think I lied to you at the beginning just because I did not say?
Do you think you make things clear when you tried to hide things from me?
She waited on 5:02 PM til eternity...

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Monday, 1st day of school for some... I spent my time slacking (again!) in someone's house... It was great... Just lay around and talk... Just chill... I just dun feel like going or even staying home....

Baby Piglet and Eeyore hand puppets... SO CUTE~!!

Now, time to settle and start job hunting again... Not fun... Wanna watch "Perfect Stranger" and "Secret"... Who wanna watch??

She waited on 11:28 AM til eternity...

Sunday, August 05, 2007

I said I wasn't gonna lose my head but then Pop! goes my heart...



And I just can't let you go...
She waited on 10:52 AM til eternity...

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Coincidence... That's to describe the accidental meeting of Jan... Was so surprised... Me and my best friend was at Swensens again... Handsome boy is there today... In the middle of my main course, Janice suddenly walked into the restaurant from the hotel lobby... I mean, I knew she would be in town... But I nv expect her to be there at the same time and same place...

But it's an pleasant surprise... I had omelette with mushroom and cheese... But carrie was too full so we din have dessert there... Walked around in HMV... Finally, after so many times, I went down to the basement and saw Vila'ge... In a crazed sorta mood... I dun understand why... Wanna go every clothing shop and splurge...



Wanted to stay out abit later... But she no mood... I had no one...

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Coz I will be there,
And you will be there.
We'll need each other in the dark...
She waited on 11:19 PM til eternity...

Anyway was watching this MTV... It's so cute and funny... I like the song...


She waited on 12:52 AM til eternity...

Friday, August 03, 2007

Went for cheesecake at The Cheesecake Cafe (somewhere along Siglap area) with Jan... Was just craving for cheesecake and it's been so long since I last went to there... Since it's near Jan's house, we decided to meet up there... Wanted to pass her the baby piglet... But I forgot! Haiz... No worries... I will meet her again...

Passed by Katong during the late night... Brings back so much memory... My younger years where I took bus early in the morning when the sun's not up yet... On bus 40, catching somemore precious sleep... The streets of Katong just images that passed through my peeking eyes just to see if my stop has arrived...

Watching ghost whisperer... It is a nice series... Plus Jennifer Love Hewitt is so sweet looking... Almost every episode makes me cry... But then again, I cried at everything... Even cartoons...
She waited on 4:57 PM til eternity...

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Another interview, another day... Guess it didn't go as fantastically... But it's ok... I will continue to find more jobs and hope for the best...

Went back to school yesterday... My best friend had to take her QET and matriculate... So I went with her and show her the ropes, i mean way around school... It was nice... School is like so comforting to me... Almost like a second home... I am gonna miss school so much... Went back to hall as well and saw the hall pple getting busy with hall camp programmes...

After settling all her notes, books and calculator for the new semester, we head down to JP coz she needs to pick up a present... I have a craving for the bubble tea that I mentioned in that past entry... BUT... There's no more coolstation! Sianz!!!

Went home and rushed to prepare for the interview... Big rush since I had a packed day and only left with night time to settle all the copying of stuff... :( And I definitely din sleep well... I woke up at least 3 times... There's this time where I suddenly awake, remembering that I haven't gotten my resume to put with the files... Really hor... My nerves were beyond frazzled...

My mind's just turning and turning... I guess my life is not gonna be perfect... How can it be? I'm like standing on a tightrope and my choices are either to go forward despite the infinitesimal chance of success or just to fall into the safety net in shame... Both are possible... But either way, I'm just gonna get hurt...

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See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you....

And you gave yourself away...
She waited on 2:03 PM til eternity...