Sunday, September 30, 2007
So many new nice songs... Feeling happy... They would be slowly featured weekly on this page so please don't forget to come often to check them out...
Just thought that I share this song... Since it's the last day of September, the title of the song seem somewhat fitting... Enjoy...
Just thought that I share this song... Since it's the last day of September, the title of the song seem somewhat fitting... Enjoy...
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PLAIN WHITE T'S
"A Lonely September"
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
PLAIN WHITE T'S
"A Lonely September"
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
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Plain White T's music makes me laugh sometimes... Ironic... And I like acoustic guitar sounds... So they make my day...
Watched president star charity tonight... Think it's much better than those that they invite overseas guests to perform and all those dangerous stunts which are not at all entertaining... At least those scene taken from musicals and various shows are much more interesting then seeing someone freeze themselves in ice la!
Had fried rice for dinner... Haha... Fried rice paradise... I love Grease... Thought they would have more scenes from there... Grease lightning itself is NOT enough la! And the greatest... Beauty World, Cha Cha Cha... (The ladies...) Beauty World, Cha Cha Cha... (The music...) Beauty World, Cha Cha Cha... The finest cabaret, Beauty World!
She waited on 11:42 PM til eternity...
Watched Balls of Fury... It's funny lar... Haha... Fat guy got lucky was what she said... Haha... It's true, some really do... Maggie Q is damn HOT!!! Sizzle man...
After movies, went down to Swensens for dinner... Omelette with cheese and mushroom... It's quite nice... Mochacino is extremely strong... I had to water it down... But it's ok too... Had good talk session... Stayed til the nightriders came out... Then walked down to le Meridien bus stop...
Stupid TKP there... ARGH!! Go die!
Sunday slack at home... Super tired due to lack of sleep... Everybody went out so I love peace and quiet... ♥
She waited on 5:26 PM til eternity...
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Well, fri night at home... Super bored... Other than Ghost Whisperer, there's no other interesting shows le... So stuck in front of the computer watching Grey's Anatomy and maple... Haha...
A few weird thoughts ran through my mind last night before I fell asleep... They were in no random order...
- I thought I was gonna be kissed tml night, which is tonight... (it din happen...) I wonder when is the next time I will be doing any kissing...
- I really like taking a ride in a car... Actually, I dun care what kind of vehicle it is... I just like the feeling of being on the road... The wind in my hair... Imaginery lines defining wind hitting the windscreen... If there's such thing, I was probably a bitch in my previous life (doggie la!)...
- Saturday is sure to be boring... I dunno what plan yet lor... Sian... (There's still no concrete plans...)
- My earphones are coming back to haunt me, strangle me in my sleep!!! (I spoilt my earphones... Have thus bought new ones just now... Black ones to match the player...)
My last thought sounds crazy... But I sleep with my player every night... When I can't sleep, I'll just plug in to some of my fav songs to relax... Often, I find myself struggling with the wires at night... I swear one night I am gonna be struggled in my sleep...
So, 台风天需要带多少钱才能出去？四千万
因为台风天没四千万（事千万）别出去。。。
She waited on 1:33 AM til eternity...
Thursday, September 27, 2007
I really hate making frosting... Somehow, my frosting turned out miserbly... Today's no exception... It is like some kind of chocolate syrup... Not exactly what I was looking for... But it still taste heavenly on the brownie... Just hope everyone else thinks so too...
Rainy day the whole day... On and off since 4am... I was up... Then on and off I slept til 9... Really tired... Easily hungry too... *yawnz*
She waited on 10:06 PM til eternity...
Plan for Operation Brownie 2 tml... Hope this time round it will be even more successful... Pray pray... Death by chocolate!!!
Had a horrible dream last night... I dun ever wanna have this kind of dream again... Had to make sure lor... Though something made me wait for a few hours before I made sure... Dunno why... Haiz...
Crave for KFC again!!! Who wanna eat??
She waited on 12:13 AM til eternity...
Monday, September 24, 2007
However, I love being out on a clear night, with the stars and full moon. I love chinese tea and pomelo... Great!
She waited on 10:10 PM til eternity...
Sunday, September 23, 2007
But weirdest of it all is probably that perhaps it all made sense... Coz initially I thought I was crazy when I saw you by the road near my house a few Sundays back... But now, this dream may just be the forewarning of what's going to happen...
It was a rainy day and I was on bus 163 home... He got on at some stop and saw me... He came over, sat next to me and we started catching up... I mean it had been pretty long since we last saw each other... It made sense to want to catch up right? Despite the fact that he is married with a kid...
BUT...
We kissed... And it was memorable (even though it was just in my dreams... Argh! Why do such things only happen in my dreams for me now?? He din even invite me to the wedding...) and maybe even better than I do remember it... That is terrible of me, committing adultery in my dreams... But what choice do I have? I do not have the power to control my dreams yet...
Surprisingly, he said he had to get off, at the SAME stop that I get off... We walked into the neighbourhood and separate ways... Same neighbourhood, different blocks... Could it be? I dunno...
They say your daily thoughts reflect in your daily dreams... I really wonder how true that is... Did I really see him getting ready to get on a Honda Superfour on the side of the road or am I imagining things?
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"We all go through life like bulls in a china shop. A chip here, a crack there. Doing damage to ourselves, to other people. The problem is trying to figure out how to control the damage we've done, or that's been done to us. Sometimes the damage catches us by surprise. Sometimes we think we can fix the damage. And sometimes the damage is something we can't even see. " - quote from Grey's Anatomy
She waited on 4:16 PM til eternity...
But tanned is not exactly what I got...
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Burnt is more like the case... Ahh... Torture for the next 2 days...
But after a day of sun, I find it hard to keep my eyes open... But after a short rest and nap at carrie's house, we went out again for Underdog the movie... It's such a nice show... But this stupid couple at the back kicking our seats again... Nvm... Be polite and talk to them nicely 1st... Lucky they listen... If not...
After that, off to le meredien basement foodcourt for korean food... Haiz... Price increase le... Nice milk tea though... Head on home for much needed rest... But not before a nice walk in the night back home... Took the long way back...
She waited on 12:58 AM til eternity...
Thursday, September 20, 2007
This week's song feature is "Over You" by Daughtry... He's a pretty good musician... Meaningful lyrics... And it's how I feel... Coz I'm really over...
Pray for good weather on saturday... Look forward to Sentosa and my bestie's one week break coming up... Gonna watch Underdog as well... Hahaha... A talking dog... NG: Have no fear, "Underwear" is here... LOL
She waited on 9:41 PM til eternity...
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Had a wonderful dream date... Literally, a date in my dreams... I've never seen that guy before (I guess I made him up too...) but he's so sweet, so charming... And he's cute too... Physically tall, well built but not overly so... And he looks great in white suit (Doesn't they all come in white suits...)
I think we were at some wedding thingy... He's related to the bride or groom or something... And I really think that things cannot be better... Many things went wrong for the wedding, but that leaves us with more time together... If only it is real...
She waited on 1:55 PM til eternity...
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Took a super long shower just now... I think it is great to take a long shower... To me, it's a kind of indulgence on its own... Not only it's physically cleansing, some says taking a shower when you get home gets rid of the bad electromagnetic fields in your body... For me, it is spiritual cleansing as well...
Was thinking that I should have gone for a jog before hitting the showers when the rain suddenly came pouring down... I think someone's telling me not to slim down... Haha... Nvm... Just get back on to my exfoliating... After getting rid of dead skin cells (showering does require some work sometimes...), it's time to moisturize... Wonderful now that my skin's like glowing... And it feels great too...
Tried a piece of the brownie I've made... It's pretty alright... Chewy but it does not stick to my teeth... I personally think it could have been better... Maybe I could add milk to it next time... Shall see... I love baking for my dear ones...
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There's something that I absolutely wanna bitch about right now... Actually, there's 2...
Why add someone as contributing authors in your blog when they never actually contributed? This, I am amused at... I mean, if they are just your muses (no pun intended!), just name them accordingly... There's no need for people who don't work and yet gets the glory... God knows there are enough of them out there...
Next, cute people are nauseating... Once you're over the age of 16, acting cute is like Rob Schneider showing off his buttcrack... Disgusting yet funny... Eurgh...
On another note, I've added two links which I love and want to share...
Ask A Gay Man: Got famous on the Youtube... If you don't know him, he's pretty funny and brutally honest...
Foamy, your Lord and Master: It is a bi-weekly flash cartoon character who have many things to say (he speaks fast and squeaky...). Enjoy them...
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First-Born
The High-Achiever
First-borns seek approval as kids and this carries into adulthood, explaining why most eldest children follow in the career footsteps of a parent. Jobs requiring high levels of perfection, accuracy and responsibility are their forte, and many end up as surgeons and lawyers. They're opinionated and like to have things their own way. But they put a lot of pressure on themselves to be on top of their game and are not huge risk-takers.
"First-borns tend to be more achievement-oriented, often referred to as detailed or organised people".
These kids had their parents to themselves for the first few years and every step, growth and "A" they brought home was noted. When their siblings arrived, first-borns helped take care of them and bossed them around, but were also envious of their ability to step out of their parents' shadow. Jessica Simpson has said of sis Ashlee, "I wish I had her personality traits. She moved to New York for ballet school when she was 11. I was still holding my mum's hand to cross the street!"
First-borns also tend to be inflexible in work and relationships. They need people who welcome their strong personality and one first-born dealing with another will often result in conflict. Maybe that's why Jess and Nick (also the eldest) didn't work out?
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Now, you know...
She waited on 12:40 AM til eternity...
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Making the brownie is not the difficult part... It's the icing that makes me crazy!!! I swear, from today onwards, i am not going make icing le... Not happy!!! The brownie however turned out ok... I think i will continue making it... Maybe will add some milk for a richer taste... However, I couldn't spread the top more evenly... Thus, the end result was a really ugly brownie... Cover cover with icing...
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After that, "BIG SURPRISE TIME"!!! It was so fun... Exhilarating... Really fun to plan, fun to execute... Worth every second of it...
Came home and had abit of hor fun for dinner... Sense of fatigue washes over me... Nap-time! Slept for 1 1/2 hour before waking up and watching tv now...
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被爱是幸福的，爱人会比较辛苦。我愿意和霍彦一样。。。给你一张无限期的兑换卷。。。如果有一天你累了，我会升出援手。。。
She waited on 8:48 PM til eternity...
Friday, September 14, 2007
Just watched Me...Myself, a new thailand love movie... Saw the trailer and thought it is a nice show to watch... I really think every year, there is this thailand romance movie that is worth watching... I think for 2007, this is it...
I keep telling carrie the guy playing the lead (Ananda Everingham) is like this certain someone... Esp when he smiles... The beginning is quite abrupt... But soon, it develops into a sweet romance... But me, knowing that the sad part will always come just when things are going perfect (I'm a cynic!!), can't help but tell myself "things can't always go perfect. What goes up must come down..."
This is the mv for the show...
Trying to look for the mp3 version...
What should I eat for dinner??
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In the end, at about 10 pm, we headed down to the open air food place next to Hotel Meredien... Warm food always taste delicious when you're hungry... And to eat at an open space, dun have to worry about having your clothes smell bad as well...
After dinner, played some rounds of pool at monstercue again... Seems like my typical friday night out le... Not too bad la... I like it... Reach home around 2... Can't sleep until about 3+... Even so, it is a fitful sleep... Couldn't take it and wake up at 830 in the morning... Dreamt about many strange dreams... Funny... Haha...
She waited on 6:10 PM til eternity...
Thursday, September 13, 2007
After dinner, we walked around PS before settling at Starbucks outside... Had a greentea blackberry frap... Yum again! Thought I would be too full but it was so cooling to be drinking green tea frap... Don't feel the heat even when you're sitting in open air in Singapore... Just relax and see the busy people walk pass... Haaa...
Head down to The Cathay again where we proceed to log on to the Internet and continue sitting around the basement fountain, chatting up a storm... Suddenly, dunno why I felt super shiverish and dizzy... Like I am gonna pass out... Carrie commented that the floor is vibrating too... Then it hit us 10 mins later that it was the earthquake in Indonesia and we felt the tremours... In the midst, just took some pic la...
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Just talking halfway when suddenly saw this guy who look like Prof Goel... Hahaha... Not too sure if it's him... But according to Carrie, he's suppose to be in India looking for scholars to join NTU... Dunno la... Pic too blur coz I zoomed alot to get his pic lor... (We both agreed Prof Goel is better looking...)
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Came back to watch Grey's Anatomy... Love that show... Funny la! Been trying out this new thing where I update new songs each week... Dunno if anyone noticed la... Someone said I fickle... Like to change songs... Haha... I would say I am generous... Share my favourite songs with you all mah...
This week's song is a super duper sappy song by Heart. The title is called "Alone". I heard it the night before on class95... The haunting tune at the beginning attracted me initially... Then I heard the lyrics... I like the fact that it is a short song and the chorus comes just after one stanza... Enjoy!!!
She waited on 12:41 AM til eternity...
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Been reading a new book - "The Art of Murder". It's by Jose Carlos Somoza, a spanish author. Never having master the spanish language, I'm reading the translated version by Nick Caistor. Really cool... Featuring the HD (hyperdramatic) art scene that you can never find in Singapore... (Highly unacceptable!) Or even virtually anywhere...
Well, think when people's good fortune comes, it comes all at once... Seems like it... I don't wanna be greedy... I just want one thing...
She waited on 10:22 PM til eternity...
Monday, September 10, 2007
Watching Premonition the movie (US, not Japanese)... I like Sandra Bullock... There's some really sad parts... Like the fact that it's mind boggling and I can't figure it out... And then at the ending, the truth just comes out...
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What if one day you wake up, and I'm not there? How would you have felt?
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
Kitty damn cute la...
Funny work by SP students
Kang Kang's funny joke
She waited on 2:07 PM til eternity...
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Still trying to get over the hangover effects... Wish I could head out but no one is available... Misery...
She waited on 5:09 PM til eternity...
Didn't planned this but we headed down to Rouge for a drink... Changed since the last time I went there... Was there around 1 plus... Order long island... Surprisingly, it was still happy hour! I don't need to get drunk... But fate seems to want me to... Stayed til 2+... And alcohol on an empty stomach? Really bad... Passed out a few times on the bus... Eating lemon fisherman's friend to try to stay up... Stumbled my way home...
She waited on 12:09 PM til eternity...
Friday, September 07, 2007
以后，你看见的每一颗星星，都代表我在说“我爱你”。吹过你耳边的微风，就像我在说“我想你”。照在你身上的温暖阳光，那是应为我张开双手在拥抱你。如果下雨了，那就是说“我没有你在身边，真的好寂寞”。
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
Really nice to be hanging out in shopping centers in the day... Wonder when will be the next time I can actually do that... I really enjoyed the entire day today...
Quote from Grey's Anatomy: "I'm dating... And, it comes with snacks..." Yeah... Dating's fun... :)
Huan Huan Ai episode 11... Starting to like Yan Shu more... At least in her defense, the way she pulled herself together is like me, even though we both did stupid things...
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I can't afford to fall anymore... Don't lift me high only to throw me down...
Truly, I did have fun today... Only the ending wasn't fantastic... Maybe other distractions are more important... Maybe it's better I keep to myself... Maybe it's just not the right time, i'm not the right person... Maybe it's easy not to believe anymore...
She waited on 11:25 PM til eternity...
Afterwards, we went Swensens again for dinner... Though not that hungry... But that place is always a nice hangout... Handsome is there tonight... Which is a super long time since we last saw him there... Dino recognised us... Came by to talk awhile before we left... A bizzare incident happened just before we stepped into the restaurant...
My girl tripped on the stairs and held on to my calf for balance... Lucky I was steady enough to hold her before she really fell flat... But somehow she hit my back... And now, it hurts... Haha... Time for new song update!!!
She waited on 12:22 AM til eternity...
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
You're right. The feeling does fade and after 24 hours, it is no longer bothering me as much... I dunno how else this is going to go on... But it will... I promise...
She waited on 5:08 PM til eternity...
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Saturday slept til 11... Would have wanted to sleep more if not for the crazy drilling downstairs... Don't understand what they are doing... They've been drilling for 2 weeks le... Argh! Can't sleep well even in the weekend...
Met up with carrie later in the evening... She wanted to go down to the COMEX to get some items... In the end, after about 1/2 hour of squeezing, we gave up... Hah... Waste time... In the end, we headed to MOF for some Jap food... Yummy yummy dessert...
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Very happy and satisfied after dessert... Went off clothes window shopping though most of the shops are either closing or closed... Saw the crowd at Suntec super packed... Can't take bus there so we walked down to SMU and I took 80 home... Super long cold ride... Just nua la...
Nv sleep well. Went to bed at 3 and practically wake up every half hour lor... Haiz... All the way til 6 then I fell into a deep sleep til 10... Getting really bad... Watched Guiness 9 Ball Tournament... The players damn pro la... Wah...
She waited on 2:50 PM til eternity...
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Went for hall play last night... I guess it was enjoyable... But not worth the money... Some parts really made me feel gross out... Seriously... There are the born actors and there are the actors... But hall production is always the one thing that brings back good memories... Which is a good thing.
After that, met up with carrie and my poly half-gang... We were slacking-chilling at Swensens again... I had my "Mint-in-a-coffee"... Yummy... But so sweet... So now, I have cough... Sweet banana split... Fries... Fattening... We crapped alot in the restaurant... But it was fun...
Headed down to monstercue for pool... Already feel like sleeping le lor... But still it was fun... Laughing, chatting... Finally reached home around 3... Knocked out immediately...
She waited on 4:02 PM til eternity...