Monday, April 27, 2009

Fear. I know now that it is over now because of the difference in the fear level. Apparently, I have nothing to lose, I don't fear.

However, I can't say the same for the other fella. Too much to handle? Perhaps. No courage. Ok. Fear. Haiz.

Can't wait for weekend to come. Wish I have time to play the Wii. But just work first.
She waited on 11:00 PM til eternity...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Great weekend. But I have become really broke...

My MP3 player broke down!! :( I know I have been wanting to get an iPod for a long time and yes, I have been delaying it. I'm pretty much a stinge when it comes to buying stuff like this (tech stuff). As long as I don't need it, I don't have to get it. But anyway, I have bought a purple iPod (hee!).



Having been craving f0r Xin Wang and finally got to eat it last night. But the Xin Wang at Cine is so crowded and squeezy. So hurry finish up the food and move on. Looking for sunglasses but couldn't find any new piece. :( Must continue.

Before going home, C and me headed to TCC for a cuppa first.



Brought my folks for a dimsum buffet lunch today. So-so. Probably not heading back there anytime soon. After that, it's shopping time!! Heh! Managed to get my shades... Tioman sun, sand and sea, here I come.

So sad cannot bring my bestie there. She's been wanting to go Sentosa. Pack her into suitcase and drag her there...
She waited on 9:34 AM til eternity...

Sunday, April 19, 2009

It's been a crazy week at work. When emotions have settled, things were better. But definitely not looking forward to next week.

Fell in love with the facebook application, Restaurant City. So fun. Almost like The Sims (kitchen version). But it's really hard to level up. But getting a new dish/upgraded is so fulfiling. So if you're on facebook and is in need of a new interactive application, you can go here - http://apps.facebook.com/restaurantcity/

Found 2 new nice songs - You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift and Not Fair by Lily Allen. Both surprisingly reminds me of this person. Haha. Really not fair.
She waited on 1:47 PM til eternity...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

2 whole days I nv step out of my house. I stayed home and watch GA. I know it's sloth. But I think it's only time for me to rest and catch back on my fav serial. I have watched it until its last episode showed in the US. The storyline's getting really twisted. And it's so sad.

Being like one of the character is sad enough. What if I am living the lives of more than one of the characters? I relate to 'M', coz of her commitment issues. I relate to 'I' coz of her ****. C, just because she lost her love of her life.

On top of that, I watched movies after movies... Think I am going crazy...
She waited on 11:44 PM til eternity...

Friday, April 10, 2009

The creature who will remind me of my shame.

She waited on 1:56 PM til eternity...

Sunday, April 05, 2009

It's gonna be a few weeks of returning to who I am.

I met up with my roomie and neighbour last night for a catch-up session. It's been too long. Brought them to MSG and it was strange to see that it is so quiet. None of us were very hungry (ok, I had my bouts of going in between). The aglio olio was good. It was the catching up that was great. As was the triple choc brownie (yum!). Hung out at SMU after that and continued talking.

Agreed to meet up again soon (probably next month) after Jud comes back from Philipines. Can't wait. In the meantime, back to research for my desserts. Gonna get baking soon.

Ended up watching 2 movies so far. Told myself not to be sad. And stop beating myself over it. I wish I can. I haven't cried. Not yet, not sure if I can. "He's Just Not That Into You" and "Music and Lyrics". What's pretty hateful is that the name cannot never stop following me. I just want to break away.

This is one of my fav parts in "He's Just Not That Into You" (yes, I know now).

"I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are. "

But after this, it only makes me feel worse coz u're supposingly this nice guy who probably doesn't deserve it. Just nice enough to agree but not to change the current state. I know coz you're not the first.

Enough of bitching and feeling sorry for myself. I am moving. I will be the wind that change the current. You'll be sorry you messed with me.
She waited on 12:01 PM til eternity...