Thursday, December 21, 2006
End of the year
End of holidays
End of this love
Somehow it comes not as a surprise... That when things starts going down, it will spiral down very fast... I dun think it is within my control, all these things... But I know that I can control my happiness...
I am just being kind to myself... No more suppressing of my feelings and having to feel like I am being controlled... I love myself more than I love you... You better remember that... What I did, I have no remorse... You dun deserve to be loved if my feelings are of no importance to you...
Anyhow, the constant rain has finally stopped... And it's time to do some shopping... Yeah... Been to vivocity again to shop and got another top... Haha... About time to find a bottom to go with it... Later on will probably head down to orchard and continue shopping...
I had Jack Daniels with coke in the wee hours of the morning... Cool... Felt good, felt so high... Then sleep soundly after that... Too bad not deep enough that I did not dream... Now I wish I can just forget... Forget away the past few years...
She waited on 1:06 PM til eternity...