Friday, October 31, 2008

As the last minutes of Halloween strikes, I am just sitting here, recapping the last 10 months. Especially the day before.

Is there more? Are they more? I know I can never uncover unless I am honest. Pride is preventing me. Really feel like crying...


Totally spoil my Fridays. I shall forth hate Fridays because of this.

Is it coincidental? I think I better not think too much. The same stall... The same shirt... The worse is you're suppose to be gone but yet you're around... Break it into pieces and glue it back, only to throw it high and let it smash on the ground once more...

I hope you get what you are looking for... I don't want to think about it... Just hide and sleep and not get up... Don't think, don't wake, don't wanna see... I have no more courage... Please, no more...
She waited on 11:56 PM til eternity...