Sunday, April 05, 2009
I met up with my roomie and neighbour last night for a catch-up session. It's been too long. Brought them to MSG and it was strange to see that it is so quiet. None of us were very hungry (ok, I had my bouts of going in between). The aglio olio was good. It was the catching up that was great. As was the triple choc brownie (yum!). Hung out at SMU after that and continued talking.
Agreed to meet up again soon (probably next month) after Jud comes back from Philipines. Can't wait. In the meantime, back to research for my desserts. Gonna get baking soon.
Ended up watching 2 movies so far. Told myself not to be sad. And stop beating myself over it. I wish I can. I haven't cried. Not yet, not sure if I can. "He's Just Not That Into You" and "Music and Lyrics". What's pretty hateful is that the name cannot never stop following me. I just want to break away.
This is one of my fav parts in "He's Just Not That Into You" (yes, I know now).
"I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are. "
But after this, it only makes me feel worse coz u're supposingly this nice guy who probably doesn't deserve it. Just nice enough to agree but not to change the current state. I know coz you're not the first.
Enough of bitching and feeling sorry for myself. I am moving. I will be the wind that change the current. You'll be sorry you messed with me.
She waited on 12:01 PM til eternity...