Saturday, March 12, 2011


And the cold liquid burns in her stomach... She sat, thinking of the ones who had been, who could have been, who wasn't. It's almost time. But no, not for her. No such luck for her.

She drank some more. Until the feelings numb, and gradually faded no more. Then she can finally stop, head home and close her eyes. Until the next daylight shines...

She waited on 9:04 PM til eternity...

Sunday, July 12, 2009


Vicky Cristina Barcelona.

Scarlett Johansson again. In a relationship with someone who is in love with someone else. What can I say?

Story here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vicky_Cristina_Barcelona

Seriously, everything just go one round and back to where it was before. No regrets, I would say. Just live life the way I think it should be.

I don't know what I want. I only know what I don't want.

She waited on 9:19 PM til eternity...


Who are you to judge me?

Watched Duplicity. I love Julia Roberts. Clive Owen is cute too. The whole show was so complicating. But the parts, really unbeliveably twisted. And the end. Like what E say, "I think we're the ones who are kenna conned."

Coffee again. 2nd day in a row mcd. Rained so heavily after the show. Went into the cd shop and bought a DVD. And it was nice sitting in the car enjoying hot coffee, looking at city skyline and river in the drizzle.

Happy birthday to you... I know you're busy having too much fun... Which is why I'm out there seeking my own...

She waited on 1:18 AM til eternity...

Wednesday, July 08, 2009


He's Just Not That Into You

Scarlett Johansson. Envious of her kind of beauty and body.

Having a secret affair with a married man while casual dating one who loves her more than she does. Eventually, she ended up alone anyway.

Full story here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/He's_Just_Not_That_into_You_(film)

Maybe it's better this way...

She waited on 10:13 PM til eternity...

Tuesday, July 07, 2009


A huge bear and bouquet of flowers. What is that suppose to mean? Maybe I'm too numb already. Tiredness sets in.

I still yearn for what I can't have. It's sad. Just another day without you. But it is not as simple as that. I still think I need time. And things may change. Hearts may get broken. But trust is not there, despite what has happened.

I'm sorry.

She waited on 9:39 PM til eternity...

Sunday, July 05, 2009


I'm listening to it over and over again... Knowing human, when you're busy, you probably will not start missing pple... I know I will adopt it tml onwards... I really wonder what happens in the next week...

Baby, I just wanna say,
The seconds drag on for each day.
I had you running in my head,
Even after I had gone to bed.

Are you thinking of me as well?
Do you miss me til you wanna yell?
I hope you know my life must go on.
I push myself harder when you're gone.

Pray that time may go faster,
The day I get to see you gets closer.
And so I can find out if it's meant to be,
Or just another girl's innocence seized.

She waited on 10:04 PM til eternity...


Hair cut and treatment today. I love my long brown hair... :-) Planning to grow it longer...

Nv meet with C... No I don't miss her, not really... She's paranoid... Don't wanna meet me... Crazy gal...

Went back to office and started shifting cubicle... I have so many things... Amazing... Took 4 hours to pack... Din have dinner and left at 9.50pm... I am so tired... No mood to eat... My mind's filled up with only one thing... Every minute. Every second.

Thanks to A and E who chats with me late at night to make it less lonely...

She waited on 12:59 AM til eternity...

Friday, June 26, 2009


Tribute to myself.

I don't know what else to think anymore. My head spins too fast, it's hard to think. But spinning is better than feeling. Coz once my mind clears and feelings take over, I would be crippled.

It has been damn long since it had last happened. The emotional robber had not struck for quite some time. But when it did, it not only left a huge gash in my heart. He broke my faith in God, in friendships and in my trust for others. The only thing created was a huge thick wall which had to be torn down slowly again.

My fault entirely for falling before spying - I had let my guard down. Perhaps it was the attention, the inter-dependency. But I had picked myself up, I have talked myself through. It will not be a hinderance. I believe in karma. I believe that when you stand in front of God, you are gonna be questioned and you will be punished.

But for now, you're no longer priority. My work still comes first.

Soundtrack for now:
You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
Hush Hush (mash-up) - PCD
No Surprise - Chris Daughtry
Come Back to Me - David Cook
The Climb - Miley Cyrus

She waited on 11:42 PM til eternity...

Sunday, June 14, 2009


Was supposed to head down to Sentosa on Saturday for my last holiday before school starts again... But when I woke up at 7, it was raining! So went back to sleep and dreams...

Woke up later again and decided to go for movie marathon instead... What better things can we do on a day like this - weather not predictable.

Had Sakae Sushi for lunch... Yummy... Our movies for the day "Ghosts of girlfriends past" and "Land of lost".




Ghosts of girlfriends past is nice... Though it is unrealistic (I mean, ghosts?), but some of the parts are very touching. But it's great to have watched some show like this to restore some faith in true love.

After the first movie, it was a quick dinner and shopping before the 2nd one starts. Bought a belt and a camisole top. C bought 2 boxer shorts. We had dinner at Pizza Hut (pizza and drumlets again)... and head back to Cathay for 2nd round!

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Land of lost is not as nice as I have hope it to be... However, the theatre was full house... Gross humour I guess.

Headed down to Acid subsequently and end my night with alcohol and music.



She waited on 1:43 PM til eternity...

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Standing in front of you
Saying I am sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time"

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