Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much; my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain, and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.
You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... You will someday.

The last few lines found in American Beauty... Personally, I think it is a nice show... Watched rerun from tv late last night... It shows the harsh reality of this world... Dealing with issues such a mental disorder, depression, homosexuality, family violence etc...
She waited on 12:11 PM til eternity...