Sunday, September 23, 2007
But weirdest of it all is probably that perhaps it all made sense... Coz initially I thought I was crazy when I saw you by the road near my house a few Sundays back... But now, this dream may just be the forewarning of what's going to happen...
It was a rainy day and I was on bus 163 home... He got on at some stop and saw me... He came over, sat next to me and we started catching up... I mean it had been pretty long since we last saw each other... It made sense to want to catch up right? Despite the fact that he is married with a kid...
BUT...
We kissed... And it was memorable (even though it was just in my dreams... Argh! Why do such things only happen in my dreams for me now?? He din even invite me to the wedding...) and maybe even better than I do remember it... That is terrible of me, committing adultery in my dreams... But what choice do I have? I do not have the power to control my dreams yet...
Surprisingly, he said he had to get off, at the SAME stop that I get off... We walked into the neighbourhood and separate ways... Same neighbourhood, different blocks... Could it be? I dunno...
They say your daily thoughts reflect in your daily dreams... I really wonder how true that is... Did I really see him getting ready to get on a Honda Superfour on the side of the road or am I imagining things?
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"We all go through life like bulls in a china shop. A chip here, a crack there. Doing damage to ourselves, to other people. The problem is trying to figure out how to control the damage we've done, or that's been done to us. Sometimes the damage catches us by surprise. Sometimes we think we can fix the damage. And sometimes the damage is something we can't even see. " - quote from Grey's Anatomy
She waited on 4:16 PM til eternity...