Friday, January 02, 2009
It was good, sneaking peeks through the day. Satisfied me in bite sizes. I'm not sure if it's the lack of food or the non-stop moving around which made me so sad. Feel like in tears the whole day. Almost have no time to breathe. Other days I'll probably embrace it. But not today.
Intimidation. Don't understand how advances get misunderstood. Interests no longer shows itself as it is, I guess. Maybe stalking is better. Just kidding. But please lead me not into temptation. I know my way there too well. Let me know if I have to U-turn.
On my way back home, I made myself the harshest decision: to not be a leech. I know I'm sapping enough. Wrong timing may have cost me huge loss. But let's just see. It's taking a toll on me. But I will push on. Push myself so hard that I see stars and heartbreaks. Feel the ache but ignoring it.
2009 has proved that it is starting to be a huge headache.
1 Jan 2008
Brought old notes and textbooks to C's house. Then went down to Vivo and meet PZ. Yummy hotdog lunch. I love the hotdogs there. Chili cheese bacon dog (Ummmm... Feel so hungry now.) After walking around shopping, we ended up at central for dinner.
"Excuse me miss. You can't take picture of our food here." Oops. Abit too late.
Anyway, nv ever, EVER go to this place. "Central" in Vivo basement/Taka basement. It SUCKS 101%.
She waited on 11:01 PM til eternity...
